We humans have some strange habits. Sometimes, even if we do not like
something, but we used too much of it, we do not want to make the
decisive step of change. It’s like something of us would break.
That happens a lot. With starting a relationship after a period of
solitude, with a break relationships after a long cohabitation , with
moving to another house in another city with other people, with changing
jobs, etc..
I will not now talking about my new job, but on the old one, about
how strange it was, like I used to all with all, with …. I do not know,
like by leaving after this experience – if you can call it the 4 years
already – is Iike a break, something. And walk forward only hope that
there would be a lot better.